What am I doing?

I'm in bed, and making t first post to my blog from my phone. It'll be short.my thought of the evening and the day: i am not doing what I am supposed to be doing in life. There's a disconnect there that I'm trying to resolve. I feel closer, but still need to explore more. And of course, I feel like exploring now in my mid-thirties is late to be doing that; most people seem to do this in college an their 20's.

I am also piecing together something useful I might do with this blog...stay tuned (I fully realize this is mostly a note to self).